i want to tell you this
seriously .
i don't know what's happening or whatever anymore
everyone's hurt .
it is not entirely anyone's fault , i really mean it
i had a part to play , i admit i'm to blame for the way things turned out too
after all it takes two hands to clap right .
i already told you , i'm sorry i know i've not been spending time & everything
give me time to sort things out
i know it sucks & all yeah .

she knows .
it's not because we're ganging up or anything
but yeah , you know yourself who cares for you .

anywayhow i don't know if you'll still talk to me or anything but yeah
you can not believe this but it's true
i do miss the times where ,
we talk over the phone about anything and everything
we just sit around talking , playing
we encourage each other in ups and downs
Everything .

i hope you get to see this .