training ended kind of early today .
yes , today was pretty sad i guess
knew about quite a few stuffs & all
can't say that i won't be affected or anything
though i keep complaining :l
Hahah ok we'll keep the emo part aside !

i don't think i'll be blogging here anymore till .. idk ? Hahah
blogging elsewhere .


when nothing seems to be right
be strong ;

bye to you

just watched finish 300
damn goood movie ! (:
it's the never say die spirit . yayyyyyyyyyyy
Ahah idk but it inspired me alot o.O
King Leonidas & his 300 Spartans are great people !
I HATE PERSIANS .. MEAN PEOPLE ! >:[
Ok i think i'm mad
Hahahhhhh byeeeeeeeee
me will go play viwawa now :S
i feel so ..


Lord , i place my trust in you
I brought back my Eupho home while o brought her Oboe
don't you think we are very hardworking :D

Laos training today
& our parents came @ 6pm for the briefing .
Mo was so wonderful , she sabotaged me >:{
Now my parents know about my results cuz of her
for those that don't know i failed 2subs , obviously maths & science
at least i got As
kind of ___ . i got scolded like crap on the way home
yeah i do deserve to get scolded for failing & all
but _____________________________
i think my moodswings are coming back D:
freak . no

-

can we put everything behind ,
it's been this cold war & we haven't really talk for weeks ?
i don't want it to continue & us ending up strangers or something
yeah , i'm sorry for being such a horrible friend all these time
Friends ?
i hope
Laos training today again .
it's going to go on everyday for like a week or maybe two ?!
i seriouslyseriously feel super tired already
._. i think i'm going to collapse , yes seriously
Rushing for time & all , so many bands to do
ohyeah me & o will have to miss band for like 2-3weeks
it's not that great after all considering all the catching up :(
haizzxxx crap .

i guess mum understands cuz she doesn't seem to scold if i just lay on my bed straight away when i come back & all the small small stuffs that add up (:

someone spoke to me today , just a few words
though i've heard those words a million times , it didin't matter
it was meaningful & i knew you meant it ,
thankyou(:

give me the strength to bring me through ;
Go view Geckting's blog :D
HAHAH . see i help you advertise so nice right ,
the only thing interesting there is probably today's post ! :D

This post is specially dedicated to Geckting ( cuz she asked me to do so )
ok , today's topic is about insects , specifically .. Cockroaches !
even more specifically , Geckting
Geckting is a roach but i still love her .
see i so accepting , hahah ok kidding :P
Thanks woman !
HAHAH remember , NEOPRINTS !
aye i think i darn cute . HAHAH .
yes you better bring me out on a date soon :S
i'll post the dumbdumb photo of you up soooon (:
HAHAH anyway thanks for always jiayou-ing me :D
teeeeeheeeeeeeee i know you love me .. doesn't everyone ?
HAHAH ok kidding .

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Aye , i'm really bummed out
got my results back today
i'm kind of happy yet sad , hahah but yeah (:
thought i wouldn't need to go to Laos anymore
Hahah i didin't wanted to go already cuz of some reasons
but in the end wasn't kick out so yeah .. have to go ?
Lol . i'm super tired . i still have so much stuffs to complete
i think i can't cope already .
crap
i want to tell you this
seriously .
i don't know what's happening or whatever anymore
everyone's hurt .
it is not entirely anyone's fault , i really mean it
i had a part to play , i admit i'm to blame for the way things turned out too
after all it takes two hands to clap right .
i already told you , i'm sorry i know i've not been spending time & everything
give me time to sort things out
i know it sucks & all yeah .

she knows .
it's not because we're ganging up or anything
but yeah , you know yourself who cares for you .

anywayhow i don't know if you'll still talk to me or anything but yeah
you can not believe this but it's true
i do miss the times where ,
we talk over the phone about anything and everything
we just sit around talking , playing
we encourage each other in ups and downs
Everything .

i hope you get to see this .
i will blog about today tomorrow
& tomorrow tomorrow

ohyeah thank Jasper for the sushizx :D
love you buddy manymany
x3
Happy Mother's Day Mum (:
it was a great day spent with family .
went to collect the roses i ordered den dad picked me up
Thai Food for lunch with parents , sis , grandma & auntJ (:
i love the pet shop there ! there's like super adorable dogs running around that you can play with
to think i used to be afraid of dogs :S Hahah

dinner @ 3rdUncle's house
BabyNat didin't come today :(
Hahah anyway dinner was great & yeah there was this cake that had 55 candles to celebrate Grandma being a mother for 55years (:
damn cool right . Heheh i love you Grandma & Mum

it took me so long to realise the importance of family
thank God it didn't took longer .
Ahahhhhhhh happily tired (:
Mother's day service today .

went to Le Meridian after that
Shepherd'sAppreciation :D Hahah
then we went to Esplanade/MarinaSquare :D
cabbed back to Nexus with Jade ,
Hahah seriously thank God for her man (:
i think i'm super blur ._.

then went back to Esplanade with Jade & Irene to find the rest
toook photos :D but i'm super lazy to upload .
Lols . Hahah ok had fun @ the rooftop there (:
played games & all then i was so tired i just lie on the floor & slept :D
talked alot with Yushan , Hahah let's jiayou tgr (:


it doesn't even feel good to have someone say it to me
damn right smack in front of my of face
i'm done here
Yes . i finally put the tagboard back up .
Hahahhhhhhh quit bugging me D:
ohyeah RHWK better not come crap like you like to :D
hahah i'll killl you dumbbbguy !



'' Those who bring sunshine to the lives of others cannot keep it from themselves ''
James M. Barrie

All my life , I have worked for change
Today I give you my dream .
You can make a difference , with the small things you do
If things go wrong and you feel down ,
Open your eyes and look around .
Don't look for someone to blame .
Search for an inspiration to rise again .
The changes you make may not always be seen .
But perhaps you can give a child the chance to dream .
So get to work , and maybe find
A small solution to help humankind
Went to safra after today's paper ! (:
bowling with d , o & Jas then lzk , sherman & js came to find us after our first game
Hahahhhh d & Jas left for pool while we played with the guys
Js & his Primary2 shoes ! He's kind of pro eh :D

went to tmart awhile
then went back to school for Lao's meeting after all :D
Hahahh i seriously don't know if i will get kicked out cuz of whatever .. Lol
see God's plan :D
o & d kept laughing @ the bus stop . Lolzxzx

Jasp came down to wp for awhile
buddybud . accompanied me to order flowers (:
he owes me STRAWBERRY YOGHURT LOLLIPOP ROSES !
Lols damn dumb lah :D
then came over awhile to eat noodles .
Ahah i don't know what's with me & the lollipop
i've been spending like alot of $$ on it . like seriously .
but it's damn nice :D
yay ! AHAHAH

left with Monday's Art paper !
now that the exams are like over , i'm concentrating on the t-shirt selling stuff
time to earn my own $$ to get the stuffs i want instead of reaching out my hand to dad
SUPPORT ME :S
HAHAH ! ORDER YOUR SHIRTS FROM YEO TODAY !
LALALA :D
why i feel so hyper these few days , when i'm blogging
i feel so weirddddddd .
geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeez

a break from tuition .. one time only :(
i shall go get some sleep now .
it's not everyday there's so many hours left free (x
i feel sick .
shit :(
Yay ! today was HomeEc paper .
i thought it was kind of easy , ahhh i just pray for the results (:
went to ws after the paper with o & d
Breakfast @ Mac then we went walking around
Hahah i think ws's damn sian lah
so we ended up taking Neoprints again (:
had so much fun , Haahahhhhhh Neoprints like kind of waste money now but it was super cheap there :D !
i came home & slept for like 3 hours O.o
there's tuition later & i think it's going to be untill like 7 today !
cuz it's MTPaper2 tomorrow !

We were the reason
That He gave His life
We were the reason
That He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

i shall go back to sleep now (:
pooft.


say byebye to science !

supposed to meeet Geckting to go to her lecture together
intended to study for tomorrow's paper inside . LOL !
Hahahhhhh so weird right ?! but she's having a headache so she didin't go to school .
Get well soooooooon wifey :D
Hehehhhhhhhh . tou tong zou kai !

change of plans ,
buddy accompanied me to get lunch for grandma & i then he went home (:
went to ws to get kfc !
i think it's damn cool lah . Hahahhhhhh dabao & shared Fish Zinger buddy meal , so filling can .
zmgzxzx the chicken is damn fattening , but it's very nice . LOLS :D
went to library to study with Yushan , Joey , Melody , Ida & Jiaqi
Hahahhhhhhh ok so i didin't exactly study , i slept awhile :D

met Jeslin , shepherding :D
Hahahhh went KFC to EAT !
thank God i only ate once piece of the meltz :D
+ MochaFrappe from Macs , ahahhhhhhh i think i gotta stop spending money on drinks ._.
calculation time , 1frappe = $4.70
drink every week = one month waste $4.70 x 4 = ownself calculate ! :D
81-ed to 751 there , teaching @ void deck :D
Hahah then i went to wp to get stuffs for mum & rushed home
Went to tuition , which i spent my 2hours there studying HomeEc !
Ain't i hardworking after all ?

i'm feeling kind of tired already .
Hahah i wonder why i've been posting so long these few days too ! isn't it a good thing ?
yay byebye !
i feel sleeeepy , but i'm still here . Hahah
don't know why i downloaded so many games into my phone
it's so distracting . Hahahhhh i think o agrees too
i can lay on my bed all day playing the games lah . Lol .

Geography today was ok (:
Mac Breakfast after the paper with o & d & we all sat with jez & the rest . Hahah
the walk out to the bus stop was damn funny
Hahahhhh i think i have very comical friends :D
ESPECIALLY DION LEE JING HUI !
i think o agrees too . HAHAH
she brings alot of laughter to us lah . Hahahhhhh
we love you d d d d d d d ! are you touched ?!
next time eat chocolate must CHEW ok :D

J say must blog about him today so here it is :D
so like yeah went home & bathed ,
went to ws to meet buddy for awhile ! (:
i think he damn poor thing to listen to me .
& he brought me to the arcade cuz he say need DESTRESS & be HAPPY . LOL !
played a little , talked alot (:
( yah yah i know haven't forgotten about exams yet . tsk )
thanks buddy , it was a great short 1 hour meetup ^^v

met sheepmates & shepherd @ Mac
then we all went to caregroup tgr :D
Hahah sorry ShihChing , i think i damn dumb accidentally delete ._.
Jeslin's mum sent me back too . thanks auntie :D
dinner @ home .
i hope i study later . i don't know why i feel so (?) at this point of time
it's science . ah yes the one i'm dreading the most
anyway thank God for Melissa ! (: she lent me her Sec2 Science notes lah (((((:
if not i have totally nothing to revise on ?!
cuz i don't have any notes . i also have no idea why i'm so dumb

this has been a long post .
bye

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i feel damn ..
i've been trying my best
for the past few days , i dare say i've tried to change & all
it may not be like A WHOLE NEW PERFECT person
but if you don't even bother
then just forget about it man .
no matter how much effort i put in ,
no matter how much i try ,
you won't appreciate it .
ok fine so let's just let things stay this way ok ?
i suck , are you happy ? (:


Maths Paper 2 killed me .
it's over already so i guess nvm (:
Geography tomorrow , Jiayouuuuuu !

Ikea with Melody & Yushan after exam
ate lunch & walked around taking photos & all
i spent almost 10bucks on the food there canzxzx
it's so omgoshhhhh fattening .
Yushan's oil dripping chicken wings . Lol :D
but it's nice . HAHAH (:
i bought Daim :D my favourite chocolate >:D
i'll upload the photos when i get them ,
we'll go there to study the next time !

everyone gives in a little ,
everything's fine (:
ilovemefriendzxzxxz .

overdue-d photos .
Hahah there's still some but i'm lazy to upload all .__.
next timeeeeee (:


Science periods outside . Hhaha this is so randomzxz




i have no idea what we were doing











Service today (:
i feel so much better
district meeting then went to LeMeridian ,
Hahah Joyce got cheeeeesecake all over her face :D
i'm so proud of myself . Hahah kidding
my face also kena !
don't worry Joyce , it's just a little bit OILY :D

stayed there till around 6
they went to study while i took the train back to ws
dad picked me up & went to Pasir Ris Park for dinner ! (:
such a weird place right !
Hahah , i love the ambiance , food & everything (:
it's super fattening but who cares :D
Hahah i'm super tired right now
I'll upload the photos tomorrow or something (:
trust me
i know i'm not the best friend around
i know i'm not perfect
but i respect you as a friend and i hope that you will understand me

everytime i walk away from you when something happens
it's not because i'm afraid or anything
but i have nothing to say
because i trusted you and treated you as one of my buddies

Friendship isn't built overnight ,
i wouldn't want to lose you as a friend
sometimes i just wish that you'd spare a thought for me
i love you , friend
i know you know who you are ,

Man fails , but God never fails

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thankyou Jeslin (:
really .

i want to be
a better friend
a better student
a better sheep
a better daughter
a salt&light of God
seriously .

i want to learn
to really love
to really forgive
to really give

God , give me the strength to really persevere on and not give up halfway
i want , to do it with you

i know i can do it , i want to
Yes , i can't seem to find my History textbook
Pffffffffffffft . History no notes CMI sial
& it's History Paper tomorrow !

Thank God Chua answered her phone & i chionged down to her house at around 5pm
Copied some notes & i came home at around 7 (:
Yay ! I hope it's enough . Hahahhhhh
& thanks Melisssa :D
Ahahhhhh so sweeeeeeet , she offered to come down to pass me her last year textbook lah (:
but didint want to mafan her also , haha but thanks alot hor ((((((:

Going shopping with Melody tomorrow ! (:
gonna get my stufffffffs before spend finish my $$
Triple yay ! (:
i gottttta go study already !
if not copy all those notes also no use .
Hehhhhhhhhh
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee (: