didin't attend school today .
i feel drained

baby didin't go t school too
chatting with Jefffffy & baby now
dumb guy's in Canada right now & he's happily enjoying snow .
PFFFFFFFFT. it's 11am here , 8pm there . LOL
aye i shall go finish up my stuffs before i run out of time :]
byeeeeeeee !








sick .
Fever's constantly going up & down
don't know what's wrong with me .
+ cough + flu . it's worse :l
aye whatever i feel like sleeping for the whole day

super dreading shcool tomorrow ,
dang
supposed to finish my work today afternooooon
but Ahahhhhhhh lalala had alot of fun with ea girls :D
went to Mel's house to swim & played badminton
Finalllllly i'm in touch with sports again !
other then kayaking , i've not been exercising . EEEEEEEE >:{ !!!!!

ohyay manzxz i'm interested in Badminton again >:D
teeeheeeeee exercise exercise exercise !
aye whatever . LOL

Off to do my work , still have to finish MO'S DM
Hahah ok i want to plan my weeeeek already
byeeeeeeeeeee :]



Lift me up - When I'm falling
Lift me up - I'm weak and I'm dying
Lift me up - I need you to hold me
Lift me up - Keep me from drowning again

Today's JaslynChua's birthday & she's finally 14 :D
We surprised her with a cake today
though it was super rush cuz of cca & stuffs , it was sweeeeet hor hahah >:D
& i'm taking her out Sunday , yayyyyyy ahahah we're going to go alll over manzxz
it's beeeeeen long since we went out for one whole day to have fun !
LOVE YOU TWINNNNIE :D TEEHEEEE !

this is so much a happier post :D
training @ Bideas tomorrrow morning
i feeeeeel so tired already lah
very sooon i'll be a great saleswoman ! LOL :D
HeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeHeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
ok i'll go rest .
I hope to lose myself for good
I hope to find it in the end
Not in me, me,
In You


HELLO LAOLAO . ARE YOU TOUCHED ! :D
i think you'll miss me alot since you'll be away . HAHA
seee your laogong so concerned about you ,
no i'm not lesbiannnnnnnnnnnnn ! i just happen to have a wife that looks like a cockroach D: !
but it's okay wifey i accept you for who you are . AHAHAH
SEE I LURVE EU SO MUCH LOR ! :D
HEEEEEHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !

I'm having this toothache that hurts like alotalotalot ?!

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i want to shout , shout it out loud
i want to scream , scream it all out
i want to cry , cry it all out
it makes no sense , does it
i don't know . i don't know . i don't know
i just feel like ..
it's always been like this
keeping all these stuffs to myself , while you think everything's fine
Have you ever looked beyond
Have you ever thought about how I really felt
Have you ever tried ..
It's been so long since we last had a heart to heart talk
I know sometimes the way I do things , the way I say things the way I act , seems as though I hate you a whole lot .
I'm sorry .. but everything comes with a reason behind right ?

i just wish i could rewind everything
i just wish i could have been different at that time
i just wish you could have cared more
i just wish we hadn't come to this
i just wish ..

For a second chance
in my heart .










I don't want to pretend anymore
I'm sick of lies , lying .. whatever
..
i feel stupid
i feel miserable
i feel sad .
i cried
i'm used to this


i owe MC 2compos , 1 jianbao
& there's english compo
i feel like sleeping already
homeworkhomework .
still have literature script , eeeeeeks

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i guess you see the change now .
haven't you
MissSim changed our english seats today
& i'm sitting with Adrain now
i'm super dreading HomeEc tomorrow . I think i'll die lor
aye whatever let's not care about MO !

anyway it's really irritating when we rushed back to school only to find out there's no teacher to take us for MAXMATHS ( extramathsclass ) today .
i mean everyone's happy that there was no class but we wasted our time sitting there waiting lah
wait untill so long then everyone started to left , LOL
in the end also no chinese tuition . i feel so cheated today :l
LALALA . stayed in school untill 6+
stay so long also haven't finish my 4.1 ._.
i don't understand the topic lah , though it's like super easy

Anyway , the Softball guys won AnglicianHigh today :D
Hahahah jiayou Sherman & Zhaohao !

& I DONT LIKE MN
LOL. CRAPS LIKE THIS KILL ._.
Easter Sunday is much more than a day of colorful plastic eggs and chocolate bunnies
Sinless , yet He died for our sins
where else could you ever find someone that loves you unconditionally
where else could you ever find someone that is willing to die on the cross for You
God loves Me :D You :D Everyone :D

Yesterday was EasterService :D
,
went to Jeslin & Florence's house just now
Sotong was there studying . Hahahh i think i go there to disturb her only lor :l
PS. anyway went home around 3+ ,
went down to playground to look for Jasp & they're going down to th airport later
Ahah oh yeah he wanted to come up t eat curry but apparently he was scared of dontknowwhat.LOL :D
came back after like 15mins ._____.
cuz there were like a billionzeeeee beeeeeezxzx there . i'm afraid boohoo
Not to forget , i have to go catch my sleeep later on

i'm dreading school tomorrow
Aw

i feel like baking .
i feel like kayaking .
i feel like .. Sleeping :D
i just downloaded GCS , deeee's reco
i used to think it was boring . Ahah but i'm going to try it out before i sleeeep
ohyay i'm going to bake at least a cake next weeeeek
i don't care i want to eat it mMmMM D:

OHYA RASEY REMINDED ME OF THE TRANSFATS & MSG THING YEST. !
aye Shucks , i'm a goner
boohooo ):













Feeling , Frustrated

How

Mixtape-ButchWalker :]


had band then rushed down to tuition , was still late :l
i think i practically stoned there . i just sat there & thought through things , talked to Leona & all
felt like sleeping all the way .___.
there's still alot of work to do lor , & i'm like half dead already can
it's like school from 7-1.20 , band 2.15-6.40 , tuition 7.30-9
& now i'm home i just feel like jumping into bed , i dont know why i'm still blogging . LOL:D

i reallyreallyreallyreally feel like sleeping .
anyway i reallyreally want to thank Jasper :]
dumbdumbbb got me food cuz he knows i have to rush here & there so i'll have no time to eat & all
it's been a few times already & though Fries are super fattening i still eat finish what you buy one hor :D

sweeeeeeeeeeeet.
(L)Bye


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then tell me what you want ,
tell me what you want me to do
instead of all these empty promises ,
is there anything else ..

i'm seriously tired .. of you & everything you're doing
because everything you say isn't what you really mean .
even if it's true now , have you ever wondered how hard it would be for me to trust you after everything .
let's just solve & end this now .. it's wasting time , it's hurting people , it sucks

Feeling : Happy :]

i gave MO my own number today , i think i'm dead cuz i called back blahblah long story :l
likeeeee who cares now ! Ahahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i've got x60CX to write = 60times of spelling . ok i'm going to start doing my chinese cuz MC said she's going to call my mum if i don't hand up her work ):
so many dumb stuffs Hahah i better go search for my Practicalbook or ill get sent out of class tomorrow ,
studystudystudy . Hello i'm the new geek in school , yo !
i feel retardedly happy : GRINS :D
^ though there's no such word as that


God is good .. the best :]
it's not private anymore & i lost all my posts . Lol
Aye holidays are over & it's time for school again , oneweek only tsk
i managed to do my maths & science homework thanks to Florence :D

Anyway things are like getting better , so like i guess i've cooled down already
i still hate PTD but ohwellllll i think the teachers love it .. meanies :l
on a brighter note , dad just got me a stereo bluetooth headset for $180
since i've got it i've got to use it or i guess dad will kill me .
sis got a new phone ( & apparently it's her turn ?! ) so like i don't get my PSP or anything untill i produce good results . ROFL
Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i can do itttttttttt >:D
but y' know it's super depressing that the exams are pushed forward this year
Mid-Year is in like 6WEEKS ?!

ok whatever i so feel like sleeping right now
i haven't even do HomeEc yet , boringboringboringggggggg

i think i'm starting to like maths
noooooooooway !