training ended kind of early today .
yes , today was pretty sad i guess
knew about quite a few stuffs & all
can't say that i won't be affected or anything
though i keep complaining :l
Hahah ok we'll keep the emo part aside !

i don't think i'll be blogging here anymore till .. idk ? Hahah
blogging elsewhere .


when nothing seems to be right
be strong ;

bye to you

just watched finish 300
damn goood movie ! (:
it's the never say die spirit . yayyyyyyyyyyy
Ahah idk but it inspired me alot o.O
King Leonidas & his 300 Spartans are great people !
I HATE PERSIANS .. MEAN PEOPLE ! >:[
Ok i think i'm mad
Hahahhhhh byeeeeeeeee
me will go play viwawa now :S
i feel so ..


Lord , i place my trust in you
I brought back my Eupho home while o brought her Oboe
don't you think we are very hardworking :D

Laos training today
& our parents came @ 6pm for the briefing .
Mo was so wonderful , she sabotaged me >:{
Now my parents know about my results cuz of her
for those that don't know i failed 2subs , obviously maths & science
at least i got As
kind of ___ . i got scolded like crap on the way home
yeah i do deserve to get scolded for failing & all
but _____________________________
i think my moodswings are coming back D:
freak . no

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can we put everything behind ,
it's been this cold war & we haven't really talk for weeks ?
i don't want it to continue & us ending up strangers or something
yeah , i'm sorry for being such a horrible friend all these time
Friends ?
i hope
Laos training today again .
it's going to go on everyday for like a week or maybe two ?!
i seriouslyseriously feel super tired already
._. i think i'm going to collapse , yes seriously
Rushing for time & all , so many bands to do
ohyeah me & o will have to miss band for like 2-3weeks
it's not that great after all considering all the catching up :(
haizzxxx crap .

i guess mum understands cuz she doesn't seem to scold if i just lay on my bed straight away when i come back & all the small small stuffs that add up (:

someone spoke to me today , just a few words
though i've heard those words a million times , it didin't matter
it was meaningful & i knew you meant it ,
thankyou(:

give me the strength to bring me through ;
Go view Geckting's blog :D
HAHAH . see i help you advertise so nice right ,
the only thing interesting there is probably today's post ! :D

This post is specially dedicated to Geckting ( cuz she asked me to do so )
ok , today's topic is about insects , specifically .. Cockroaches !
even more specifically , Geckting
Geckting is a roach but i still love her .
see i so accepting , hahah ok kidding :P
Thanks woman !
HAHAH remember , NEOPRINTS !
aye i think i darn cute . HAHAH .
yes you better bring me out on a date soon :S
i'll post the dumbdumb photo of you up soooon (:
HAHAH anyway thanks for always jiayou-ing me :D
teeeeeheeeeeeeee i know you love me .. doesn't everyone ?
HAHAH ok kidding .

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Aye , i'm really bummed out
got my results back today
i'm kind of happy yet sad , hahah but yeah (:
thought i wouldn't need to go to Laos anymore
Hahah i didin't wanted to go already cuz of some reasons
but in the end wasn't kick out so yeah .. have to go ?
Lol . i'm super tired . i still have so much stuffs to complete
i think i can't cope already .
crap
i want to tell you this
seriously .
i don't know what's happening or whatever anymore
everyone's hurt .
it is not entirely anyone's fault , i really mean it
i had a part to play , i admit i'm to blame for the way things turned out too
after all it takes two hands to clap right .
i already told you , i'm sorry i know i've not been spending time & everything
give me time to sort things out
i know it sucks & all yeah .

she knows .
it's not because we're ganging up or anything
but yeah , you know yourself who cares for you .

anywayhow i don't know if you'll still talk to me or anything but yeah
you can not believe this but it's true
i do miss the times where ,
we talk over the phone about anything and everything
we just sit around talking , playing
we encourage each other in ups and downs
Everything .

i hope you get to see this .